Conservative Now, Secrets, We All Have Them, No Regrets
fciwomenswrestling.com femcompetititor.com grapplingstars.com, kiuikson-Shutterstock-photo-Editorial-use
January 7, 2023,
(This article has adult themes)
Bad things happen to good people.
Good things happen to good people.
You’re a good person, right?
Bad and good things happen to all of us, especially when we’re not good.
Have you looked back at your past, remember doing something pleasurable that was an act that society might condemn?
Most of us have.
Years later, how do you feel about it?
In our circle, when discussed, most admitted, though they refrain from talking about it in polite company, they don’t regret it.
Sometimes even cherish it.
That’s why they keep it a secret.
The legendary music group Orchestral Maneuvers In The Dark told us so.
“I’ve got a secret and I can’t explain
All the time I’ve waited for this day
All along I was never in doubt
I always knew it would ever get out
There are things that I cannot tell
And there are things that you know damn well
This is getting very hard for me
I guess you’d better just wait and see.”
What an incredible penetrating song.
Time for a real life example.
One night by the camp fire, instead of telling scary stories, we talked about questionable things we’ve done, haven’t told anyone about, but immensely enjoyed.
Rick is a financially successful married man who is very reserved. His wife and children were not at the outing.
When we saw pictures of him when he was younger, he was very handsome, buff and most important, there was a certain darkness in his eyes that we do not see today.
After sloshing down some wine, Rick, typically a person who plays everything close to the vest, began to open up about something he participated in, years ago, in his early twenties, when he had a job in another part of the country.
In his finance oriented position, he was around and worked with people who had a lot of money. They found Rick to be charming and handsome.
At the time he was single.
He went to some fancy parties and informative business lunches. The circle got so comfortable with him they slowly began to let him in on a little secret.
Everyone has secrets. Every group has secrets.
Especially if they have the money to indulge.
One day the group’s secret was revealed. With a clue.
The men’s wives were immensely attracted to him.
Rick smiled nervously and admitted he was flattered.
The families involved were not Blue Bloods or Aristocrats but they were well off, lived in fantastic tree lined upscale neighborhoods, had academically oriented children, took great vacations and appeared to have money to burn.
The wives took great care of their looks.
Some, soccer and stay at home moms with plenty of shapely butter in all of the right places.
Not content to leave it in the compliment zone, one day at lunch, one client revealed to Rick that many of them engaged in group sex, unlike online, where there are absolutely no cameras.
Rick became a little uncomfortable.
As the expression goes, it is not wise to know the secrets of scary people.
Rick played it off.
The client said nothing for months.
Then he took it to another level.
He quietly indicated to Rick that many of the wives wanted to have sex with him.
Rick smiled it off and simply viewed it as another passing compliment.
Then he began to think about.
Dream about it.
The more he saw those shapely conservative women in their tight athletic wear and high end blue jeans, fantasize about it.
He was attracted to gorgeous 40 to early 50 something women. Married women in particular. Part of the attraction was their lust for sex with no commitments.
Kept secret. They sure weren’t going to tell.
A virile, strong, athletic young man’s dream.
Their children are older and on the way out of the house and what they have been suppressing for years in a monogamous marriage, they were now free to act upon.
It is one thing to act upon it in an affair that could destroy your life. It is another thing to act upon it with your husband’s approval.
While he watches.
With a younger, tall, strong athletic male who is emotionally detached and treats her like a prostitute.
Dominates her.
A reminder.
This is actually based upon real events.
Finally the client popped the question. Would Rick like to sleep with some of the men’s wives while they watched?
Rick initially was taken aback. Not horrified but concerned about how this could ruin his budding career.
He said no.
He had a girlfriend. In his young mind, she wasn’t marriage material but they were steady. He would never share her with anyone. When he went to some of the group’s social gatherings, he would bring her. She was extremely good looking but as far as her being in a sex party with his approval, forget it.
Then, one day he and his girlfriend were talking the past and she accidentally mentioned that in high school she was pretty wild and had a number of Bad Boy type boyfriends.
Rick was politically correct and said nothing but it really bothered him. In his mind?
His girlfriend was a former slut.
Something about their relationship changed. If he ever thought about marrying her, he absolutely was not going to do it now.
Rick soon began to fade away from her. They were not living together but he stopped returning her communications.
Finally she got the message and stopped trying.
The next time his persistent client brought up the group’s wives, Rick agreed to participate.
In brief, some of the aspects to these parties that surprised Rick was there was a structure to everything. It wasn’t going to be some wild orgy. Never contact the women you slept with away from the private gatherings.
First, they would always relax and have dinner and not talk about sex. The discussions were fairly civil and it gave the wives involved a chance to see if they liked Rick.
It was always up to the women to decide.
Rick had his rules too.
During the time he made love to the women involved, he wanted the husband to be quiet and not turn into an amateur producer.
They agreed.
What Rick loved about the experience was the thought of having another man’s woman with no repercussions.
What he also found a little surprising was that he was really attracted to the slightly plump average looking women who were very feminine and loved to be completely dominated. Not violently but forcefully by a handsome, emotionally detached, virile young stud bull.
Let him completely have his way with her while she submissively gave in to his gentle commands.
While her husband silently watched.
These were the women that, as a former high school football player, he would never date when they were teens.
This agreement lasted for about a year and to some degree, Rick’s conscience began to bother him.
He stopped after a year.
Of minor intrigue, he loved the well prepared food and conversations so much that he wanted to still socialize and attend their parties, he just didn’t want to have sex anymore.
They declined.
He was brought there for one reason and one reason only.
In their business circles, things changed.
Rick began to lose clients.
At some point, he knew it was time to go. Far away. Out west to San Francisco.
Everyone can get a fresh start in San Francisco.
Our circle is filled with people who were once in organized religion. Many of them were different than the people they used to be. Rick included.
Now happily married, and again, his wife not present, Rick felt safe enough to tell us about his past.
It was a night everyone had to share something. No holding back.
When asked if he regretted what he did, Rick said no.
Then he sadly stated something odd.
What he regretted the most was judging and breaking up with his girlfriend.
They were actually friends too. He was younger and had a more limited view of women that expanded as he matured and saw them in more human terms.
He and his current wife do not have the type of deeper relationship that he and his young girlfriend once had.
His missed her but never heard from or saw her again.
As far as sleeping with other men’s wives, it was a special year for him and he cherished it but, now married, he would absolutely never do that again.
We all have secrets.
Don’t be sad it’s over. Be glad that it happened.
Curiously what we found out that night was no matter how sordid some of our secrets were, if it was something that we always wanted to do and would never do it again?
We didn’t regret it.
~ ~ ~
OPENING PHOTO kiuikson-Shutterstock-photo-Editorial-use fciwomenswrestling.com femcompetititor.com grapplingstars.com article
https://fciwomenswrestling.com/
